As always, I'm late the the fandom party, in this case, Agent Carter.
Also, as usual, the muse is late to the plot bunny party and has it's heart set on writing a plot that has been done numerous times and has been PWND by one particular author in the fandom.
Needless to say, I'm struggling.
And while I've struggled with writing before, I have to admit that it was not until all that shit went down in the Castle fandom that I really started to doubt my abilities as a writer. Now though, I'm REALLY struggling. I'm second guessing, procrastinating, worrying, underestimating myself. . . it's a mess. I'm at just over 11000 words and all I an think is "Well, that's a cliched cut" and "This story is dragging, isn't it? It is. I should do something about this. BUT WHAT?!?!?!?"